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Love me some chaga......

I started experimenting with chaga in a tincture a while back and noticed huge improvements. Once I discovered you could make chaga tea lattes, I was hooked.

I came off of coffee 4 years ago and have still missed it to this day. That is, until I met chaga. I noticed I get a slight buzz from drinking it but not like a coffee buzz. Just smooth clean energy....the kind that makes you feel more grounded.

Lately I have been goal setting for 2019. I noticed while drinking a cup of chaga working on my goals that I could feel stagnant energy of emotions being released from my body. It was as if I could see my future clearer with less distractions.

Nutrient absorption issues – 100% better

Mommy blues – 100% better

Lyme disease - 100% better

Chronic fatigue - 100% better

Epstein barr virus - 100% better

Shingles - 100% better

Mold exposure - 90% better (still have a bit to go I can tell I still have some mold leftover to clear out)

Migraines - 100% better

Electro magnetic sensitivity - 70% better (Not sure if this will ever go away completely.. I am extremely sensitive to emfs)

Inflammation - 80% better (still have some spots in my body that get inflamed easily. I am finding it takes time to heal from chronic illness)

Right shoulder pain - 60% better

Iron deficiency - 100% better

Sluggish liver - 80% better (sometimes I feel like my liver is all fixed and on rare days I can feel my liver sluggish, so I will drink more celery juice that day and go fully raw until it clears)

Poor circulation - 100% better

Chaga is one of the most medicinal tools of our age in this century.....this mushroom is all about building immunity. We all need more of that.

Chaga possesses immune-system-enhancing nutrients that revitalize white blood cell count by increasing production of lymphocytes, moncytes, neutrophils, basophils, and eosinphils, so that your body can battle invaders such as toxins, viruses, and bacteria, as well as fungi such as yeast and mold.

The phytochemicals in chaga are wonderful for fighting cancer, regulating blood sugar, boosting the adrenals while regulating the rest of the endocrine system, breaking down and dissolving bio film (jelly-like substance that is a by product of certain viruses and fungi), and destroying unproductive fungus in the intestinal tract.

Chaga also strengthens red blood cells and bone marrow, balances blood platelets and staves off cytokine storms, which are the result of the body overreacting to a pathogen or toxin. This type of reaction occurs because the immune system is racing to die out a fire. As when putting out a real fire, attending to the emergency can come at a cost; cytokine storms can result in blood vessels expanding (which can lead to hemorrhaging), hives, rashes and fever. Consuming chaga, your body will be much better equipped to deal with the pathogens and toxins.

Anyone fighting cancer or chronic illness should definitely bring chaga into their lives.

RECIPE:

1 teaspoon chaga powder

1/4 teaspoon cinnamon

1 teaspoon raw local honey

1/8 cup coconut milk

A sprinkle of nutmeg on top

Boil one cup of water. Place cinnamon and chaga powder in a mug and poor boiling water into mug. Stir in honey and coconut milk. Sprinkle with nutmeg on top. Enjoy!

***Special thanks to Medical Medium for introducing me to chaga***

Am I still the sick girl since I have been all my life?

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Or am a Phoenix rising from the ashes of of hellish torture?

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Fortunately I am choosing the Phoenix.....I always wanted to fly.....so here goes.

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Age 33 was lovely......divorced, bankrupt and losing both my homes, while I worked my ass off. None of this was due to be being lazy. I worked 5 jobs to try to get our mortgages paid through the recession. Basically I allowed men to live off of me during those years for money. I chose to take it so I knew what I was doing. Somehow I thought they would return the love. I was buying LOVE.

 

I bought over $100,000 worth of love from a man and ended up with nothing. No voice, no power, no money, no kids, no husband, no dreams. Too many dreams had left....I was a shell of woman with only despair and everyone looking at me like I am an idiot since I bailed him out of all his debt while I worked for it.​

Realizing at age 33 my soul was crushed in ways I couldn't even imagine. My dreams ran out and no way to take care of myself since my health problems were escalating and the economy was horrible at the time. No apology, no love....just despair and health issues spiraling out of control.

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34- Met the love of my life! But before I knew it I was ripping him to shreds in my head on our first date. Like every woman does if the guy is too nice. Most women I know anyway.

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A loud voice screamed in my head at the dinner table "Just shut the hell up and enjoy your dinner! He just drove your butt all the way up to Seattle to your favorite restaurant....just enjoy the company and be polite."

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At that point I submitted and said ok I will just ditch him after dinner, but have fun in meantime.

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Once he kissed me it was all over......I love this man so much my heart aches all the time with love for him. This is the true love I had always been searching for. Seeing him as a Father to his boys made me fall even more in love with him.

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This man has truly helped me find the way to me. The real Jessica without sickness. The girl always hiding her true self only showing what she thought others wanted to see to make them happy. Never realizing in the end she was always left unhappy and none came to rescue her like she did for so many others.

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So then I turned 38 and spent well over $100,000 to get pregnant or adopt. It was a shit show how that all went down. Anyone who knows me knows this was impossible. Hardly able to keep my body up at this point as the pain was increasing big time daily. I was beyond desperate but just kept doing what I always do...acted my way into saying I am fine. I would sob through the day and night silently from pain.....never ending physical pain. I would beg God to help me. My pain grew so intense I would have no other choice than to sit there for hours paralyzed by pain.

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I will never forget the news of being diagnosed with Lyme Disease. Hit me so hard....silently plotting my suicide. That's what my Dad did so may as well follow....his chronic pain ate him alive. He was in so much physical pain he couldn’t function.

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But once my doctor calmed me down I felt better thinking well at least I have insurance to cover it. I finally after 38 years of pain know WHY!

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Ya no such luck. Insurance doesn't cover that disease and don't forget this is the disease that makes you look crazy and people will accuse you of faking it. Awesome......now what?!

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And.....that's when I took matters into my own hands.

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I was so far down the hole of despair at that point all I could see was black. Black sticky tar.....dragging my body through it. Screaming at me to keep moving because if I stop moving I won't be able to get back up.

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I knew suicide was not the answer. My Mom already lived through my Dad's suicide....can't do that to her.

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Walking up all night never having sleep taught me just how much I needed to love myself. I sobbed for hours and days and days sobbing out all the trauma to let this shit go once and for all. I had no clue how much my body held onto trauma.

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All my organs had shut down and i dropped to 98 pounds. All the doctors told me to make sure and eat even when it was coming out the same way it went in. Didn't matter what I ate it I was unable to digest anything. At this point i had none who could help me....but me.

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I chose LIFE

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I chose LIGHT

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I chose to rise like the PHOENIX

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I slowly started to see myself for who I really was.....a scared girl too afraid to show herself. Not the bitch I made myself out to be.

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This blog is about my path and the many crazy ways I learned to heal when I took matter into my own hands to become my own Doctor.

Who Am I?

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