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Are cell towers killing America?

  • Jessica Alexander-Fields
  • Apr 25, 2019
  • 4 min read

And so the journey continues...….

EMFs are everywhere. Every corner I turn, every place I go....there are EMFs. I can only find safe places deep in the mountains with no cell service or electricity of any kind. There are not many places left on earth like this that are easily accessible with a baby. This Ted Talk video explains a little bit more about EMFs.

Recently I started getting awful chronic pain again....the relentless kind that never lets up. Insomnia and anxiety. I'm dizzy and irritable. I dropped 20 pounds and became very angry. It came on slowly. I could feel it building over the months. I kept thinking its because I am a new Mom and just stressed out.

About two months ago I had a shaking attack. It looks like a seizure when it happens but I am fully aware of what is happening. I am just not able to control my body when it happens. It feels like someone plugged me into a light socket. I can feel my nervous system shake at all times unless I am in the mountains.

The worst part for me is the lack of control. This shaking attack happened in front of my daughter; fortunately my husband was home to help me. I shake so badly my body flails everywhere and I end up bruising myself really bad. I also hit my head for first time during this last attack which left me feeling very afraid to be left alone with my 10 month old daughter.

The pain seems to ramp up the most at night ,which leaves me hours for stretching and stretching....but the stretching isn't enough.

After many fights with my husband over trivial stuff we discovered that a new cell tower had been installed at the high school right next to our home.

When we moved into this home most people were not able to get a strong signal on their phones. Now we have 4 full bars on our phones at all times.

I started putting the pieces together looking back at my past.

In my twenties is when the chronic pain ramped up big time. At this time I lived in downtown Seattle and also just started using a cell phone. I never once thought it could be from EMFs. I didn’t even know what that meant at that age!

Looking back at my childhood my Dad was in chronic pain all the time. Every night he would stretch for hours in the hot tub. He eventually killed himself. I spend hours each night like he did. As a child I assumed everyone had chronic pain. I remember begging my Dad at age seven to rub my shoulder out since I had so many knots in it. I am now realizing that was not normal for a seven year old to have chronic pain in shoulder.

The last house we lived in before our current home had a cell tower right next to it that I was unaware of until I researched it. Dr Klinghardt has done extensive research in this area. I was bedridden at the time in this house. So sick all I could do was sit in bed. I remember being so clueless and uninformed….I told my husband to get a stronger wifi router since I was in bed all day using my iPad etc. Ugh looking back I made everything worse.

So we decided not to have wifi in our current house. My health improved rapidly. Pain issues were on their way out. Every day was brighter and brighter for me physically.

Ever since this new cell tower went in am in the worst pain of my life. I dropped 20 pounds and am back down to 110 pounds. I am 5’8 so this I know this is not healthy for me. I eat and my stomach clamps down and can't digest food. When I am in nature I can eat pretty much whatever I want without problem. I wake up from the slightest sounds or movements so it is hard to live me when I am this over sensitized. I am not able to keep the happy face at all times like I naturally do when in a safe place.

Most people around me can see I am really not doing well just by feeling my energy. It gets all wiry and hyped up and I am unable to calm myself. Its almost a manic like energy. I hate it when I get to that point because I am an empath,so when others are annoyed by my energy, I tend to go into a depression and don't feel loved since I can feel people avoid me. I would avoid me too if I could when it gets this bad!

My environment has to change.

My husband and I have been experimenting with camping to see the difference for me in my physical body. I sleep so much better and have way less pain. We have also noticed our daughter is affected by emfs as well. I packed tons of food and pretty much binge eat in nature since my body is craving food. At home I have no appetite and have to force feed myself. We are also turning off all the circuit breakers at night and it seems to help a bit.

Our next step is finding a safe place for our family to live. Not an easy task to do when your husband works and needs an airport close by. But one thing I know is I am a tenacious woman and I am fighting hard against the 5g movement coming through currently. I want people to know the dangers since children are the most affected by this. I will be starting a 5g group once I regain my health enough to be able to handle it. If you would like to be notified of my 5g group sign up for my mailing list. The video below gives you more details on what group will look like.

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Am I still the sick girl since I have been all my life?

Or am a Phoenix rising from the ashes of of hellish torture?

Fortunately I am choosing the Phoenix.....I always wanted to fly.....so here goes.

Age 33 was lovely......divorced, bankrupt and losing both my homes, while I worked my ass off. None of this was due to be being lazy. I worked 5 jobs to try to get our mortgages paid through the recession. Basically I allowed men to live off of me during those years for money. I chose to take it so I knew what I was doing. Somehow I thought they would return the love. I was buying LOVE.

 

I bought over $100,000 worth of love from a man and ended up with nothing. No voice, no power, no money, no kids, no husband, no dreams. Too many dreams had left....I was a shell of woman with only despair and everyone looking at me like I am an idiot since I bailed him out of all his debt while I worked for it.​

Realizing at age 33 my soul was crushed in ways I couldn't even imagine. My dreams ran out and no way to take care of myself since my health problems were escalating and the economy was horrible at the time. No apology, no love....just despair and health issues spiraling out of control.

34- Met the love of my life! But before I knew it I was ripping him to shreds in my head on our first date. Like every woman does if the guy is too nice. Most women I know anyway.

A loud voice screamed in my head at the dinner table "Just shut the hell up and enjoy your dinner! He just drove your butt all the way up to Seattle to your favorite restaurant....just enjoy the company and be polite."

At that point I submitted and said ok I will just ditch him after dinner, but have fun in meantime.

Once he kissed me it was all over......I love this man so much my heart aches all the time with love for him. This is the true love I had always been searching for. Seeing him as a Father to his boys made me fall even more in love with him.

This man has truly helped me find the way to me. The real Jessica without sickness. The girl always hiding her true self only showing what she thought others wanted to see to make them happy. Never realizing in the end she was always left unhappy and none came to rescue her like she did for so many others.

So then I turned 38 and spent well over $100,000 to get pregnant or adopt. It was a shit show how that all went down. Anyone who knows me knows this was impossible. Hardly able to keep my body up at this point as the pain was increasing big time daily. I was beyond desperate but just kept doing what I always do...acted my way into saying I am fine. I would sob through the day and night silently from pain.....never ending physical pain. I would beg God to help me. My pain grew so intense I would have no other choice than to sit there for hours paralyzed by pain.

I will never forget the news of being diagnosed with Lyme Disease. Hit me so hard....silently plotting my suicide. That's what my Dad did so may as well follow....his chronic pain ate him alive. He was in so much physical pain he couldn’t function.

But once my doctor calmed me down I felt better thinking well at least I have insurance to cover it. I finally after 38 years of pain know WHY!

Ya no such luck. Insurance doesn't cover that disease and don't forget this is the disease that makes you look crazy and people will accuse you of faking it. Awesome......now what?!

And.....that's when I took matters into my own hands.

I was so far down the hole of despair at that point all I could see was black. Black sticky tar.....dragging my body through it. Screaming at me to keep moving because if I stop moving I won't be able to get back up.

I knew suicide was not the answer. My Mom already lived through my Dad's suicide....can't do that to her.

Walking up all night never having sleep taught me just how much I needed to love myself. I sobbed for hours and days and days sobbing out all the trauma to let this shit go once and for all. I had no clue how much my body held onto trauma.

All my organs had shut down and i dropped to 98 pounds. All the doctors told me to make sure and eat even when it was coming out the same way it went in. Didn't matter what I ate it I was unable to digest anything. At this point i had none who could help me....but me.

I chose LIFE

I chose LIGHT

I chose to rise like the PHOENIX

I slowly started to see myself for who I really was.....a scared girl too afraid to show herself. Not the bitch I made myself out to be.

This blog is about my path and the many crazy ways I learned to heal when I took matter into my own hands to become my own Doctor.

Who Am I?

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